He sits, then, half-falling and half-finding the position on the floor. That's something he's been told all his life. And it's not true.

"That's what, they, everyone has it. That's what the Shepherds say. And only the weak use it. The evil ones. But if..." He gathers himself minutely, taking a breath and looking back up at Lance. "Is it a lie, or are they just wrong?"

Is it purposeful? Or an accident? Because he's not evil. At least not yet, and if he goes evil he's got an agreement for Colin to stop him.